I want to get away from here

It really hasn't been my year

I wasted the best version of myself on you

Can’t get out of this routine - sleeping in till 2

Broke my back just to hold you up

And now I'm drinking from an overfilled cup

I want to disappear but not stop living

Take a few years, start a new beginning

I wonder how you feel, is your conscience still light?

Or does it eat up at you every single night?

And I should have known, you never really felt right

But it doesn't stop me thinking ’bout how you held me so tight

Broke my back just to hold you up

And now I'm drinking from an overfilled cup

I want to disappear but not stop living

Takе a few years, start a new bеginning

I wonder how you feel

Is your conscience still light?