Motherfucker

You knew me since I came out my mother

Entered this world unaware of all that was to be met

All the pain and the shit

Gotta count on material things like money to buy a jet

Get away from all that you done

And all that I done because of you

The person I become

Normal is something I don't know how to do

Being good I didn't have a clue

I wasted my youth

Outta my mind

I called it my juice

Downed it like water

Snorted snow like air

Spitting rhymes

Penning in my jotter

About anguish and despair

Listening to The Eminem Show

And Mr. Carter

Vibing and obsessing cus I knew nothing else

Sing for the moment in the moments that are so profound

Not often but I searched and searched until I found

At 14 contemplating death

Maybe too naive

Scared of what might come next

That's no life for a kid

Suffering addiction

Such a dark abyss

Regretting every fuck and every kiss

Cus I wanted something special

I hit self destruct

When I got it I fell

I guess I fucking hated myself

My own worst critic

But now my critic can fuckin kiss it

This addiction I've fuckin kicked it

And I'm gonna live for me now

Cus the past is the past

And the present is mine

This is the new me

Now is finally the time

To spit master lines

No more getting plastered and pied

Anyone struggling with the same shit

Look to me n I'll try to lead you from going astray

The future is the next day everyday

At the end of the day

All you gotta do is fuckin reach for it

Take a second and pray

That you get to live hey

Call it a privilege

Slay any motherfucker on your way

Blood spillage

Words in your pistol

Cock the Glock

And shoot right through

You just gotta believe you can do

Who's listening I'm talking to you

Jinxin' n Jukin', like Bunny Wailer

Oily Roachin' got me pukin'

I'm juicin’

Call me a fluke and I'll blow up in your face

An accident waiting to happen in this place

This is my hip hop legacy

So fuckin' anxious tho I keep turning away from rapping

Keep trying to run for the hills

All week around now it the weekend n I'm on these pills again

A bottle of wine, rum or Jack

An old friend of me, back to see what the fuck I can do if I give up once more, hit rock bottom like my dick hit the floor when I unzip my jeans

To pull this bag of weed from my boxers pocket

Spark that bitch up n rock it

Phew I'm as high as a fucking rocket, lace that weed with some acid

Inside a polly-pocket-like- docket

Take a gun n just cock it

Spray them like you used to

Spray them like you can with these bullets of steel, speed

And the thoughts of a mental case committing an evil deed

He's just made you bleed cus he's a motherfucking gangster on the mic, I'm the motherfucker that talked about killing my ex

Called her a dyke

Killing my friends

Killing them motherfucking faking companions

Scrambled thoughts like scallions on a plate, with baby potatoes, who the fuck knows

This is a motherfucking Freestyle n I'm just saying exactly what I say as I think it

Only I pulled them nails from my tongue, I stopped biting I won

Freedom of speech faggots

You gonna fucking regret legalizing that one

When I'm done raising havoc

Jinx Juke I call me

You should call me Maverick

Machiavelli mad vindictive enemy of the Dark Knight Detective

Make him believe I'm dead then come back with a surprise but don't kill him, I'm invested in this joke

I'm infected cus I prefer to fuck with his head instead of killing him dead

Of course this is all a facade bitch

Life is too beautiful for me to believe in these stories and how they damage me to my core

Yes my soul I bore

But these aren't things that cripple me anymore

I got the strength

I will stand like a man

I'll be juicin’ til the joint dies in my hand

The last trickling sand in the Hourglass reaches the bottom like it makes from seabed to land

A journey, yeah the universe has a plan for you

So take your time at what you do

Make it great

Make it beautiful

Make it fucking bulletproof

I'm talking to everyone

Tryna inspire the youth

Tryna inspire anyone that believes there's more to them

Than a 9-5 or uni

All that you need is a little faith in yourself

Protect your fortunes, your wealth cus they'll try to steal that shit like The Hourglass steals your health

In the superhero movie

Man anyone with their defenses up

Spray them with an Uzi

A fuck tonne of words

Or whatever gift you got stirring inside you among your gang, your herd

Make it dirty, make it clean

Cus in life you only get one chance

If you know what I mean