[Verse 1]

Woke up in a pool of sweat

And told me I haven't paid my debt

And mommy said I shouldn't fret

I'll pro'bly go and pass this test

And realize what's before my eyes

And soundly take off my disguise

And funny how I didn't know

But it felt like I loved you so

The pictures hanging on my walls

Always reminded me of fall

The colors had specific sounds

Couldn't tell when I looked around

[Chorus]

How am I the bigger one?

When I never took out my gun

And played along to all your games

But never really felt the same

I took your word and ran with it

But now it's time to call a quits

I'm tired and I'm bored of this

Like paint on walls, the way it sits

[Verse 2]

The sun sets on my day, I cry

The tears flowing from my eyes

My thoughts keep getting worse and worse

The Xanax I put in your purse

Might kill me, but I will not hurt

Meaningful, but just hearing words

And drift off to another place

Might be nice, but another day

[Chorus]

How are you so hyperfocused?

Buzzing in my ears, the locusts

Eat my flesh and beg for more

Don't really know what's left in store

Someone's taking over now

So can you help me figure out

Like, what I did? The cherry pits

All crushed around me, what is this?

And how am I the bigger one?

When I never took out my gun

And played along to all your games

But never really felt the same

I took your word and ran with it

But now it's time to call a quits

I'm tired and I'm bored of this

Like paint on walls, the way it sits