[Verse 1]
I've been running for a lifetime
One hand searching for the door
The other's searching for a lifeline
And keeps dragging along the floor
[Pre-Chorus]
You set the tone, I try it on
Try to make it mine
Now I'm anxious all the time
Wanna make you proud
Nothing's good enough
I can't keep it up
I can't help it
[Chorus]
I'm so tired of feeling sorry
Count my blessings and pretend it's all I want
I'm tired of being lovely
Of keeping myself small to keep you 'round
Tired of being sorry
[Verse 2]
Bending backwards just to please you
Predicting outcomes in my room
But nothing kills me more than safety
Nothing breaks me morе than rules
[Pre-Chorus]
You set the tonе
I tried it on
Tried to make it mine
But I'm anxious all the time
Wanna make you proud
But it's not good enough
I can't keep it up
I can't help it
[Chorus]
I'm so tired of feeling sorry
Count my blessings and pretend it's all I want
I'm tired of being lovely
Of keeping myself small to keep you 'round
Tired of being sorry
[Bridge]
And I don't want to be someone who looks back at their life
Wishing they'd said no and wasted all this time
I wanna be someone who's graceful, fair and kind
But not because I need to
[Chorus/Outro]
I'm so tired of feeling sorry
Count my blessings and pretend it's all I want
I'm tired of being lovely
Of keeping myself small to keep you 'round
I'm so tired of feeling sorry
Count my blessings and pretend it's all I want
I'm tired of being lovely
Of keeping myself small to keep you 'round
I'm tired of feeling sorry