:Intro

"Fail Big, that's right fail big"

(Hook) Scotch Edwardx

I need a New life // Yeah

I need a New type//

The one I'm living is too tight// Yeah

I need a moonlight//Yeah

Bro I fell hard and deep//

I can not afford to sleep//

Hoping the things that I sow I reap//

Even good shepherds can lose their sheep//

I fucked up so much right now I don't know - ow//

Am I gonn' become a star I don't know - ow//

Feels like my life is fucken moving in slow mo//

One thing I know - ow // I'm gonn' be GOLD//

(Verse 1) Scotch Edwardx

Been down rock bottom// (bottom)

God saved my torn soul//

My mind's Tryna hold on//

Got dreams I'm Tryna follow//

Success is common//

Failure is common//

I phased it out//- 'ta ma life

Born to win no doubt//(doubt, doubt)

I gotta be focused on my shit// (yeah)

It can be dark but I won't quit//

I find solace//

In my music that's progress//

-lowkey//

I will not settle for defeat//

Cause I was taught not to retreat//

I'll face ma pro'lems every minute//

Ain't nothing breaking my spirit//

(Yeah)

Took too many Ls//

Gotta  make em Wins//

Been through many fails//

I know how it feels//

Never poppin' pills//

That shit never heals//

Life ain't the hardest if you not missing Meals//

Life ain't the hardest if you can pay your bills//

(Yeah) ain't the hardest//

If you got a couple of racks in ya pockets//

It's sweet when your conscience is spotless//

(Hook) Scotch edwardx

I need a New life // Yeah

I need a New type//

The one I'm living is too tight// Yeah

I need a moonlight//Yeah

Bro I fell hard and deep//

I can not afford to sleep//

Hoping the things that I sow I reap//

Even good shepherds can lose their sheep//

I fucked up so much right now I don't know - ow//

Am I gonn' become a star I don't know - ow//

Feels like my life is fucken moving in slow mo//

One thing I know - ow // I'm gonn' be GOLD//

(Verse 2)

I'm never in doubt //

I'm getting too close//

I'm in the right route//

Doin' what I chose//

I never chase clout//

I'm all about goals//

I wanna surmount//

Hope I never get lost//

And Forget niggas I was fishin' with in the same boat//

I wanna see them eating with me in the same pot//

You could be my dawg but that don't mean we lick the same bone//

I 'ont trust nobody with ma pincode//

Niggas will be disguised//

Don't wanna see me rise//

They rather deam the lights//

They always criticize//

Say I won't reach the heights//

Now I done reach the heights//

They only speak when they witness lies//

And like Peter they will deny you thrice//

I'm not phased if rats are switching sides//

I been stabbed in the back but I'm still alive//

Yeah boy I'm still alive//

(denzel washington) 

"so never give up.Without commitment you'll never start, but more importantly without consistency you'll never finish..... it's not easy..." 

(hook)Scotch                 

I need a New life // Yeah

I need a New type//

The one I'm living is too tight// Yeah

I need a moonlight//Yeah

Bro I fell hard and deep//

I can not afford to sleep//

Hoping the things that I sow I reap//

Even good shepherds can lose their sheep// 🐑

I fucked up so much right now I don't know - w//

Am I gonn' become a star I don't know - ow//

Feels like my life is fucken moving in slow mo//

One thing I know - ow // I'm gonn' be GOLD//