[Intro]

(clears throat)

Yo what up Z, DJ Booth

You know I, I apologize for taking so long to get this to you but I had to get it right and well

I think I got it right

(Beat Drops)

Uh, on my Detroit shit

I got a lot of venting to do

A lot on my heart

Hold up

[Verse]

It seems nothing is harder than tryna come up

Til you get where you're going, then you feel you got one up

I ponder, I dream and I wonder

I'm some where in between insanity and my slumber

Tryna make my dreams, the reality I'm under

Right now life's the bitch I ain't tryna be a son of

So I still gotta deal, cope while I am it

But I be kicking real, dope like I'm addict

So as long as I am aware of my talents, I swear I can balance

The shit thats thrown my direction and stress pursuing my passion

Uh I'm a star but I do no acting

Although my life is a movie filed under action

Stay flicking ashes, stoned like I pissed off

The village, I'm pissed, tryna get rid of my sick thoughts

(huh) waiting for liftoff, gone

It's like I'm in a black hole whenever shit sucks

I stay high but a nigga still grounded

Though it's hard to tell with all bullshit around me

Niggas with they hand out, groupies claim they love me

Haters is my mans now my chick don't even trust me

A big fuck you to who ever don't understand me

And look for me to be different than any man that I can be

The weight of the world's got pressure on my achilles

I'm lucky that I'm built like Herc, well not fully

But I'm stronger than the average

Making it through madness

Never off my pivot so who's in needs a new balance

I swear this boy is 2 dope to be looked over

So I thank Z for the fact that he took notice

Stepped inside the booth and took focus

I write to express my hurt, it's good closure

The only time I cry is the shower and the rain

As a leader I pray that you are to never see my pain

Just relate to my struggle as I take you down the lane

Of memories, remember me as I enter the game

It's the fame

I will never change watch me remain the same even as I'm in the game

I'm dealing with the fame

I will never change watch me remain the same even as I'm in the game

I'm dealing with the fame