[Verse 1]
Dim the lights, hit the flick, did it for another week
Staying inside, fearful tonight
The blood that runs down my nose ain't a picture of it's own
MTV, NTV, what's the difference stuck between?
Oh, it's a ghost, it's a clown
From the ground to the remorse
Hoping that I'll make a change today
Whatever that may be, man
Me, I'm just sitting in a dark, cold room
Chilling, as no one ever comes to visit, or see
All the glow of the star that doesn't shine
Wish I can feel it, think I can see it, but it ain't nothing else than a merry song, ha
The darkest alley, closing in, broken lights resembling my life
As I write, from thе shadows, always in my room
All that I don't like, leave it all outsidе
Where I can't see none, with all these flashing lights
Waves that crash, a sinners past, my own path
In a grey hoodie is where you see me always, too scared of the frame
So, no, I don't go outside
[Chorus]
Outside, outside
Don't go outside
It's always my death, i-i-it's always my fate
With dark or light, never feel safe (No, no)
Still in a nova constellation
It's much more than that, it's all-it's all just a blurry box
[Verse 2]
I am leaning against nothing
An imaginary fantasy made reality, filled with darks I see, it's my grey I mean
This flight of turbulance with no seatbelts on
As I'm paralyzed and can't do nun'
Talking to my other side like "What's wrong?!"
Watching the TV all do the same
Same old stories, some old lies, a new high, all blue I see
Murder, boredom, bloodshed, lifeless in one second to weeks all torment my sanity, lost my temper
I can't hold back anymore (I can't go outside no more)
Hope someone hears me and relates in this Earth (I can't go outside no more)
Not even with SOS's I get the help I need
Nausea when I hit the street, ain't no safe in those sounds
Dear family, understand that I can't walk alone
On this road, no turning back, specifically with the papers
Thrown at us artists regardless of the prices
Everyday in the news, on the phone, in the net
On my mental, no escape from the evil that's roaming around
At least until '27 I've heard
New epidemic every week, pray for everybody (Outside no more)
Send my message to the world
Don't care if they accept it or nah, it'll still be available
The sirens never hit when fireworks go off
Shots from the corner when I sleep, my, my (No more)
On a waiting line, all the fear accumulates
Three hours waiting just to get more ill
Pray for the greedy, lustful & the envy
Know everyone needs help, they figure out where to get it
I-I just think I'll keep on moving forward
But it all haunts my dreams (Can't no more)
[Chorus]
Outside, outside
Don't go outside
It's always my death, i-i-it's always my fate
With dark or light, never feel safe (No, no)
Still in a nova constellation
It's much more than that, it's all-it's all just a blurry box
[Interlude]
Ohh, oh, oh, outside
Will I live on the inside?
Nights, lights, outside
No, I, I, I can't, outside
[Verse 3]
Woah, all I've got is God and a broken heart, maybe more but I couldn't reminisce
My knees tremble as I am outside, I hit the floor
I feel everything but right, I know everything but health
And I see the light far away, yeah I see 'em
I'll be back home (Back home)
I know God isn't in charge of this planet
Waiting for the dystopia to see the light emerging
From the darkness so I can fly
High as the moon, can't land to clouds
Mh, all these issues, need a tissue, oh, trust issues, deep inside
Cut my happiness short, neverending storms raining tormenting my head
No defense, all marked black, I can't begin to think through
No, I can't, understand myself
[Bridge]
I, oh I, want to live, leave
My worst fears I can't escape
Lord, take me, if it's Your will, hm, hmm
I just want to be at peace, please, not lost in pieces
Down below, a black hole that keeps me at night
[Chorus]
Outside, outside
Don't go outside
It's always my death, i-i-it's always my fate
With dark or light, never feel safe
Still in a nova constellation
It's much more than that, it's all-it's all just a blurry box
[Outro]
Would I be, blind again?
Lose my mind, the return of gravity
Oh, I, just lay down and pray, waiting to go up in a slumber
Now I close my eyes, embracing the darkness
Outside...