Released on November 12, 2023

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[Intro]

*Proyector starts*

The thunderstorm is here


[Verse 1]

All of these problems, agoraphobia, anxiety, paranoia to name some

They see me as a ghost, nowhere to be seen

Even though I can't leave my place, they just move along

Glad I'm in the ASD, still S-A-D

They have seen it but no helping

Shed a tear, all the times I remember

Wanted to water the Earth, but I'm still not pure enough

God save my soul one more time

I need thе strenght, cover me in Your purity

Tirеd of this daily routine, but I'm too terrified

To move forward thinking I'll pass out anyday

Wish the shadow would go away, good night


[Chorus]

They ain't care for me

I try to battle to see the end of day with a smile

Difficult to control my emotions, forgive me

Everyone forgets me, won't you notice my intentions

Sleeping forever, catching the dream

Please just hear me


[Verse 2]

It doesn't make it easier with people like this

Hope you understand where I'm coming from

I don't write just words, I write my story

This is my life dispersed through instruments

The Lord gave me life, so I gotta keep the positive

But the devil blocks my path, I need you now (I do)

I'm too sensitive for this, I'm serious

I really need some guidance, for real

Ain't no drama, this is life

Lost a couple of chances I'll never get

Afraid of every corner in sight (Sight)

We ain't safe anymore, but we never was

I really changed from a day to another

They don't know my reasons

All is just laughs around, forever seen me as an outcast

Looking at the clouds in the window

Sorrow fills itself between the lines

I'm too scared of myself


[Chorus]

They ain't care for me

I try to battle to see the end of day with a smile

Difficult to control my emotions, forgive me

Everyone forgets me, won't you notice my intentions

Sleeping forever, catching the dream

Please just hear me


[Verse 3]

And after all this, you still seem to forget all I've been through

A world of apocalypse and no help from you

Maybe I'm the reason all this happened

Who is really to blame? No one, but I know the end

A neverending war, breaking in the end

Take all of my fears and throw them back to the shadows

Lucy follows us, but He helps me stand strong

Still I need some company, alone with my faith

I know I'm weird 'cause of my autism

Look, I just, I just, I, I, I need some love

I need the trust, the love, take me to the light

Where I forget the evils lurking around

Where the time is no longer to worry 'bout

Nightmares invading my dreams

I can't be alone no more, I can't stand this anymore

I'm about to pass out, hyperventilating

Please take me to the haven

*Gasps*


[Outro]

*Proyector ends*