[Verse 1]

Clouds turned darker, I see the gloominous path

Oh, a beautiful ending, to me, my friend

Another day with a headache, it has been months like this

And with sleeping it just worsens, huh?

Asphyxiated by my own shadows of the room

All of this is what the world sounds like to me

Hear it everyday

Why even bother living when it can get taken away in less than a second?

Not even all the cash can save you from the wickedness around

Getting kids just to give them that same fate (I can't control my-yself)

Or getting drunk as hell everyday

Thinking I should go and jump off the window

Suicide, it's very vividly in my eyes when you look at me

Crying for minutes with no one in this portal, ain't no way to call home

I think I'll die alone with nothing here

In the midnight hours or even in daylight

[Chorus]

I feel

I feel like that, I feel like this everytime

I feel, I feel, just like that

A reflection of the water

It's how I feel

I need hope, I need faith

Do you ever hallucinate?

Oh, I feel

[Verse 2]

Do you feel like everyone ignores you?

Like you are a ghost

Being the only one that's alone

You spin around and backwards, yet they all are far

You see literally all of them sharing, but you are alone

Left crying as they get away

And therapy doesn't darken the issues

No one around understands what's with me

All from traumas and disorders, search for help but see I'm the only one like this

How it all affects me everyday I walk, walk

Wanna know why I wear these hoodies?

So I can protect myself from seeing my own blood

To protect, I can't be nowhere with simple clothing, I can hear myself cry as I write this

Something that keeps me warm and safer, getting my mind out of all disasters that may happen

But it's still there, know that the chances are low, but, still there (Save me)

Music as a therapy, sounds from infinity

Not knowing when you're feeling warm or cold

Uncapable of being in a crowd, or any claustrophobic place

Just... Wanting to be at home

With no worries, no debts, no fear

Sometimes I know I'm immortal but mostly I live in fear

It's, the future, pressure, fall, paranoia

My nightmares aren't a fiction, after time I realize that monsters are real

They roam the Earth searching for me

When I have a catastrophic mind just like my grams

And, nobody that's around can comprehend what really I'm going through, minimizing the issues as they force me to get past them

It's eating my brain away every day

How some can change from a second to another

And I pray the Lord to carry my burdens and lock them in a box of art left for everyone like me

So you can see that you're not alone, hope you can relate and are there to hear me *sigh*

Being years ahead was never easy

It's an endless noise from the fallen angels

So Lord, protect me in this roller coaster I never chose

I just know I can't do this myself, I can't do anything without You

Flashing waves cross my vision, a beautiful and haunting scenery I've never seen before

Somewhere I can explore my dreams and nightmares

Shout out all of my problems to hopefully heal my wounded heart

From all the nauseating photographs I've seen, I am a real victim

It's the reality, infinite storms of bodies in the bloody sea, as people laugh and can't stop staring, what mindless creatures

I am exhausted, forget the power, it will just end up here buried

Force to the people through Christ, keep the faith burning, still after all

I'm not sure if I can do this anymore, ohh

In the daylight hours as I walk down this dark mist filled sidewalk

[Chorus]

I feel, huh

I feel like that, I feel like this everytime

I feel, I feel, just like that

A frozen piece of time

It's how I feel

I need hope, I need faith

Do you ever see something no one sees?

Hm, I feel

[Verse 3]

Oh, may blessings come down, may I breathe Heaven

Give me eternal life, Lord, keep my sight on the mission

But many times it gets blurry and I fall on sin

Talking about right now, I hit rock bottom

Feeling disconnected, like I disappeared, seeing a noose and a fall to my sides

I, I just want to be in my comfort zone

Trying to let out my mind

Looking for the right words to say, thinking...

Right at the lowest, the serpent sings in my ear

Do I need codeine, weed, something to get me high up out of my lows?

Oh, Mary, Mary, I'm drunk, that's when lust hits you like an earthquake

I live in sin everyday, this is my confession

I am far from perfect, two planets aside

And I'll never be, and God's watching

As I walk throught the valley of the claws of death

Should I try LSD to transform my ASD?

I mean, they're at the block everyday serving dope

Know when the fireworks or shots hit and the dogs bark without a siren

No cops around here, it's the liberty hood

Just some firetrucks when fire strucks and paramedics when it happens all again

Would I ever change my DNA?

Would I ever take the ladder?

Can I ever trap my nightmares back to where they came from?

I'm infatuated by these thoughts, it's the human nature

The forbidden fruit we see and chase to eat everyday

Through my lens I see the reign of darkness

Fell into a deep sleep where I see my mind

I feel, I feel like that everytime

A reflection of the water, blurried by obscurity

It's how I feel in maturity

Do you ever hallucinate?

Oh, I feel it

[Bridge]

Hold me down, I want to escape

In a way that I'll never come back

Hold me down, hold me down

Oh, say You'll never, ever let me go

Many times I feel so...

[Outro]

Oh, now, it's the end, a pitch black rainbow I follow

It's my time

Getting close, I see the void downwards an endless tornado of memories

As I feel the wind of the silence against my ear

Silenced whispers I can see

Hm, this will be the beautiful fall, like a balloon to the sun

I see it all, through the lens of black and white, all grey

The air swooshes directions, leaving me to reflect

Always paranoid, feeling the nothing, oh ohhh

I remember my times, darkness of fear

I feel as If I'm trapped inside of a dream

The dream of a nightmare, is it my mind?

Before knowing it, I found myself falling to the eternal void

Feeling the rush of air on me as I tumble

Not knowing where I am I close my eyes

And now, I'll be covered in the darkness

Wake up