Uncertainty

By Schulz

On What Apology

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Movement caresses, when shall we fly

The time that we walk into the sun

The shouts and cries of self definition

...self definition

I compromise and initiate

I retaliate in fear

I compromise initiate

I’m nowhere near

Number one, number two

Watch me fly into the wall

And number three and number four

She holds my hand

While I lie on that floor

I am scared and I am one

I am the infinite number one

Little girls, little boys...watch the show

I am the never have

And I am the never will

Fill it up flush it out

Never have a second doubt

I compromise and initiate

This is my predictable fate

I compromise and initiate

Gently in silence

I compromise and initiate

This is my predictable fate

I compromise and initiate

Gently in silence

Opened, yet not all the way

Severed in an uncertain way

Cold like a morning mist

Yet it feels warm on my soul

Throughout my time I will always see

The uncertainty of my actions

Throughout my time I will always see

The uncertainty of my actions

And I push...pull and I push...pull

Pushing and I pull...

The uncertainty of my actions

I would try and listen

If it all came at once

Scenes interchange and flood

Like a mortal mother trying to sing

Alone forgone separated

I have come undone yet never faded

And I push...and I pull

And I push and I pull

I am running, running so fast

Sometimes at the speed of light

The low light and the undertow

This undertow...this abyss

This is the rubicon of my state

This is my entropy

This is the rubicon of my state

And my entropy

And I push...pull...and I push...pull...

Struggle

Pushing...struggle

And I pull and push

Struggle...struggling...

Push...pull...

Push...pull...