I hate goodbyes

By (bye) myself wanna make you smile

Say you’re at your laptop crying eyeing snapshots

To not forget what I look like

Try Vibering our call drops, like the wall’s caving in

Say you’re not coping rain again

All I think about’s You

I’ll do anything and everything to prove

We can see this through

Sent you a message - “you’re so beautiful”

Said without me, everything’s unusual

And I feel the same, laying in bed for days

When I hear your pretty voice all the pains away

We ain’t really have a choice to stay

You made me from boy to man, gave me the push that I needed then

Said you seen a random couple holding hands

Realised you forgot what my touch is like, I’m like damn

I wanna hijack a plane and rush the sky

My taste is numb my smells overcome

You’ve changed me for the better in so many ways, I runaway

Replaced your fingertips with whatever makes me drunk

I sit and wish that I could just click and kiss you once

My heart sinks, I look up to the sky

And eye a building to jump from, I might as well die

I’m so dumb, without you I’m nothing

Why would I wanna live my life all Alone

Who Am I without my Queen? I don’t know, no hope

Feels like the Grim Reaper’s choking, I need a breather

Though my only reasonings believed when I speak to you

We were one, now our heart’s in two

No I don’t really know what I’m supposed to do

I really on you, on my phone

I wanna throw it against the wall

I’m not even at home, lying in our bed Alone

Crying again you say you hope I’m Okay

I’m dying and my friends don’t know what to say

I crawl up in a ball, I might as well be watching you walk away

I beg you to Stay, I can’t let go

If you want a break, you shoulda said so

Feels like I’m going mental, I’m outta breath and our bed’s cold

I lay on your side for the night

Blinded by the phone’s light, you remind me we been

Alone for like a hundred and fifty five days

And a break is the only way to wash our pain away

I don’t think so, I walk outside crying and throw up

Say you need some space

While you’re a thousand six hundred and seventeen miles away

All the words in the world can’t portray what I’m trying to say

Been sliced by Cupid’s blade - excruciating pain

Never thought of taking my own life until today