[Verse 1]

My subconscious battles its way to the surface

Roaming through the wilderness that always prevails

The shell cracks open, releasing sheer madness

The certain man is the man who fails

To see, will never again be to believe

In nothing I couldn't ever, place my trust

Where projectiles plummet and overshadow

The last shred of sanity is bound to leave

Bound to leave!

[Verse 2]

Luminous ages of infinite reflection

Permanently misleading me from reality

Neural transformers, deprived of connection

There are no more words left to be spoken

Numb suffering arises from out of nowhere

Defying any logical sense of belief

If this is how soul and spirit fornicate

I'll run all the way to hell and remain there

[Chorus]

Boiling with disgust, I never meant to!

I never meant to be this way!

Bleeding of my guilt, I never meant to!

I never meant to be this way!

[Verse 3]

The death of a being, slowly closes in

Every spare second, a breath is taken

And when it all comes down to the end

There's no more meaning, to the horror called sin

[Chorus]

Boiling with disgust, I never meant to!

I never meant to be this way!

Bleeding of my guilt, I never meant to!

I never meant to be this...

Boiling with disgust, I never meant to!

I never meant to be this way!

Bleeding of my guilt, I never meant to!

I never meant to be this way...