Baby, i’m trapped in my mind, my heart i can’t find, inside i am dying

But it feels so good, i don’t wanna live like i should

I could feel the pressure rising, my chest start to tighten, let me right in

Let me right in, please don’t fight it

Baby, stop your crying, i don’t wanna live like this

That discipline, i practice, i’m faking, i’m acting

Actin like i know what’s up,insomniac like im always up

Im actin like im over ya, i see through ya, you so corrupt

Lying, sayin you’ll sober up, but we know whats up, we know whats up

Weed got you like over slumpt, my emotions what i bottle up, through motions, on top of ya, i’m fucking up, i’m fucking up

Drugs got me right on the cusp, & i’m literally bout to erupt, would you love me more if i blow up?

I roll up, i smoke up, ion wanna talk, i dont wanna stop, i’ll hit the shop

& i’m smoking, straight dopin, just hopin you notice

You know this, you chose this, i’m chosen, no boastin, you bogus, i’m loaded

No foldin, no foldin, no foldin

My heart, it is frozen, not broken, not broken

I speak through emotion, waves like the ocean

This shit dont make no sense, & im feelin like so tense

What you got against the bitches tht making this progress, im working on projects

That reflect what i posess, to me, we are opposites, don’t see what the problem is

I try to let go of it, see it for the whole of it, but i notice this, take note of it

Ain't new to this, i been true to it, don’t mean to intrude in on your success, baby, go ahead

Pursue it, just do it, been through it

More times than i admit, its useless, i know it

But i can't ignore it, my body is sore and tired of sorting my bullshit, no excuses, no actin like im clueless

Im out of line, im ruthless, we know what the truth is

Im siamese like two twinz, they eyein me cause im coolest

This planet, i am out of it, to be honest, i am the saddest bitch

Drinks in me & im super lit, when im losing it, you see a split

Craziest, im the braziest, scarz the young athiest, but i know who my savior is

He save me when im breaking it, he take me when im low as shit & dont know what hope is

Sometimes i am hopeless, heart is the coldest

Fuck it im a dope bitch, i am a artist, you dont know what art is, you dont know my heart, bitch