My Life Lyrics

(Verse 1)

Flippin’ through my verses watch the pages overlap

Reminiscing bout the days I played up on the cul-de-sac

Heard 'It Takes A Nation Of Millions To Try And Hold Us Back'

After that I wrote a rap, chose to stroll a lonely path

My decisions got ‘em looking at their son ashamed

Only worsened mother’s pain, most will hurt but some will gain

Overworked and underpaid, puffin’ on some heavy grass

I ain’t making any cash, gotta make this penny last

Cause lately I’ve just been decision making poorly

I’ve been giving up on shorties, I’ve been living off of 40’s

I’ve been learning, I’ve been searching, I’ve discussing our existence

Only to discover that it doesn’t make a difference

Your son is gifted with exceptional talent

I know it’s unrealistic but I’m accepting the challenge

Perfecting my balance, mastering the skills of this art form

Drugs, money, and car doors. What is it all for?

In My Life…

(Verse 2)

I never thought I’d be the one to let my parents down

Never thought I’d be the son to leave my mom embarrassed now

I’ve ruined every chance and yeah I’ve had my fair amount

Searching through my bank account and questioning my whereabouts

But I guess that’s a good problem to have

Because alotta kids don’t even have a father or dad

It’s like I always seem to miss the train and can’t afford the bus

Can’t avoid the boiling rush, panicked and I lost their trust

But then again did you ever give ‘em a reason to

While all they ever did is sacrifice to be with you

And all you ever did is lie when it’s convenient to

Don’t mean to argue but I respectively disagree with you

But then again you really taught me what I needed then

Taught me how to deal with problems, taught me how to be a man

You’re influence is in my mind and my craft

So I’mma take what you’ve taught me and then apply it to rap

Cause This Is My Life…..

(Verse 3)

I never asked permission cause I’d never get it back

I’ve made some bad decisions, now I gotta live with that

I know I let you down and I am really sorry that

It came to this, I never wanted that you’re where my heart is at

Since I was 9 I could write a rhyme that could ride the rhythm

It’s my decision, I’m sorry mommy that I ain’t listen

Feigning to damage mics, hoping I can win again

Seems I’ve overanalyzed life instead of living it

I’d like to get my stuff to public, I ain’t got enough to budget

Need someone to knuckle up with, really it’s a touchy subject

I see my own reflection and I wanna sucker punch it

I got good intentions but sometimes I’m just a fuckin’ fuck up

But I got purpose, passion, patience, and pride

Put all the hatred to the side, gotta stay and survive

So now I’m, thinking of God every day I’m alive

So anything I ever find I’mma take it in stride

Cause This Is My Life…..