[Intro]
Starvin'
I'm silent
Getting started
Only starlit
I'm dying
For indentity
On my way to that
Saw some titties
What the fuck do I
Wanna achieve
Chase yo dreams
Whatever that means
Not attractive
Not just that I guess I don't know what's happening
[Pre-Verse]
Running away from my home
Running away with my phone
Will my faith ever be restored?
Born elsewhere would I be on a throne?
Do I travel or stay at home?
Do I travel or stay at home?
Do I change my name and be gone?
Leave it all behind and be alone
[Verse 1]
Existential crisis
Rolling all these dices
It's the 2020s now
Am I meant to be like this?
Momma side says fight this
Internet says despise it
It's family drama now
Reddit atheists make me feel like it's ISIS
I'm gone
This feels wrong
One day I'll make this a song
My mom don't know what's wrong
My teenage years was long
Most times I can't beat it
Sometimes shit gets heated
Frontrunner to get seated
Seventh through Elevnth grade I cheated
Frontrunner
Even when the disease was Corona
At 15 I was grown uh
Withering my mind thru the storm uh
Gonna change my name to Connor
My life almost gone
My name felt like it was wrong
Didn't feel like I'm somebody
Maybe it's finally time I run
[Bridge]
Through the long road ahead
Through the wrongs I done did
Through the fire through the nights
I ain't runnin' through the strife
Ima walk
I'ma talk
My thoughts they raw
Khaled told me life is Roblox
[Verse 2]
Not running from my life
Dreaming about a wife
Running speeding doing everything right
Everything I do ima make it high
Every room I'm in ima make it bright
Yall 'gon know that I'll have fuckin' tried
I go full in no half
Y'all ain't really all that
One day ima get that bag
Doesn't matter if you think I brag
My name forever 'gon be Hussein
But y'all gon' forget about my dad's name
And shit I'ma get on that hate train
But y'all gon' always know my name as Sayn
It was all pre-destined
Exceeded I know what I'm best in
Not only in school not only at home
But a motherfuckin' man of business
Yeah bitches I figured it out
Turns out it was never about
What you were raised on
It's all based on
What you're gonna do with what you have your hands on uh