[Verse 1]

Perfection

The weight of the world on my shoulders

Make me question

See everything that I want, but I lack the direction

Feels like I'm just running out of time

Tread water 'til I'm tired

Reflection

Scan every inch of my body wish it was different

My face aging, I hate change, and the character I've built

Ain't really working no more feels like I'm losing control

[Pre-Chorus]

Cutting all my ties

My ego is dying

Thought I was a soldier, but I'm falling behind

I swallow my pride

My tears almost dried

Gotta be my own savior

I'm finding the light, but it feels likе-

[Chorus]

Everything that I'm not is keeping me up at night

And all the things that I'vе got just remind me of what l'm lacking

I'm not leaving bed but I'll leave everyone on read

This what goes on in my head

I don't care if I sound ungrateful, hmm mmm

Ungrateful yeah, yeah

[Verse 2]

Perception

Count my friends on one hand, like they my prized possessions

I worry am I a good sister and daughter and woman?

Do they look at me and see right through?

Do I even wanna know the truth?

[Pre-Chorus]

Cutting all my ties

My ego is dying

Thought I was a soldier, but I'm falling behind

I swallow my pride

My tears almost dried

Gotta be my own savior

I'm finding the light, but it feels like-

[Chorus]

Everything that I'm not is keeping me up at night

And all the things that I've got just remind me of what l'm lacking

I'm not leaving bed but I'll leave everyone on read

This what goes on in my head

I don't care if I sound ungrateful, hmm mmm

Ungrateful yeah, yeah

Everything that I'm not is keeping me up at night

And all the things that I've got just remind me of what l'm lacking

I'm not leaving bed but I'll leave everyone on read

This what goes on in my head

I don't care if I sound ungrateful, hmm mmm

Ungrateful yeah, yeah