the romantic’s overcompensation

By Saydo

Released on February 28, 2025

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[Verse]

The patriarchy passed down to its heirs, a doctrine

Survival of the fittest, they taught ‘em

Only the strongest survive in the process

Based masculinity around this logic

Shaped aggression into a weapon

Imparted another word of caution

Anything on the soft end, a toxin

Environmental causes

Dog eat dog world befall us

Inside a man’s mind, he finds solace

But welcomin’ visitors produces problems

So concealin’ emotions is how you solve ‘em

Power be thy only priority

Pursuin’ happiness, not an option

Always exert your full authority

In the presеnce of those more in need of what wе seed because the weak are too appallin’

Vulnerability is, indeed, an execution callin’

Use this knowledge to your fullest prowess

And brute the flower

Spit in the face of second place

For a runnin’ mate will lose you power

Victory’s only granted to first place

So never not place yo’ needs first

I guarantee a worse fate for males who conclude in her sake

A riches of embarrassment

Emasculation made a weary man

From imperilment, retain many women, your inheritance will preserve face

But when I diverged faith, the road was adverse paved

But with speed bumps come alert brakes

Somewhere along my relations, overcompensation hitched a ride in my tries of accommodation

The more I saw its value go deformed or understated, the more it became my preoccupation

Sober eyes became a quote of lies when I grew intoxicated

To the prospect of love and all the fantasies I’ve contemplated

But bein’ courteous with the ulterior motive to court will never turn reciprocation into an obligation

No matter how much you nominate it, love is not persuasion

So was my heart actually righteous

Or was I just trying to stand out in the class of abominations

My first love taught me that it was a combination

Discernment between fiction and reality, I found it complicated

So when my passion resembled in tropes

And those tropes resembled a persistence

I thought my insistence would bend your will to my wishes

How ironic a domination

Self-fulfillin’ prophecy,everything I tried so hard not to be

Was everything I resembled to a dying flame

Who couldn’t ignite the same

But instead of settin’ it free, I tried to fight the change

The signs were always present

Between the lines my frames of reference were blind to

For I was confined to the sublime of my preference

And when it came time for a severance

I declined a dose of better sense

Delusion, my medicine

Illusion, my residence

I dwelled in the mind of a lesser man

The real world honored my unwillingness to pay heed to the maybe’s

And they just switched the currency and made me pay with my pride

Like a diary read, I glimpsed her thoughts unfiltered

And bewildered I was when her perspective dawned on what I considered

My most grateful of times

Who once caught the gaze of my eyes

Is a now pest that invades on my sight

With its wasted space of a life

And an ego of inflationin’ size

To think that I’d let it continue to grace by my side

After I proclaimed a goodbye

Is a grown man desecratin’ his guise

By clutchin’ to a desperation of lies

Everything I thought I knew about love came crumbling to pieces

As the fairytale I lived in ceases

When it sunk in that everything she stated was right


[Chorus]

Love don’t work like that

Love won’t leave you

And if it does, it ain’t love

‘Cause love is see through

The vibes are off

You feelin’ like the smiles are false

Have to think twice at all

Then let yo’ instincts lead you

You won’t have to guess

If it’s not yes, then let it go

Ain’t no cracking codes

Take all maybe’s as a no

No, no, no, no, no, no

Oh, no, no, no, no, no

No, no, no, no, no, no

Oh, no, no, no, no, no