(AMC Verse)

Brainstorm form flash floods in mental regions

Providing flows that I believe in

Like priest believe in god (I believe)

But, modern idealism doesn’t parallel with my intuition

This shell of flesh seems less important than I was taught

(“The Flesh Is Weak”)

So, I sort through the mysteries, review the histories of evolution

And, question, if life is a problem, should death be a solution?

As long as you don’t force it because

It’s essеntial it takes its natural courses

And then unseen forcеs

Evaluate your soul, calculate the pros and cons

Determine if the soul moves on

To the spiritual plane

Or become imprisoned in a mortal once a-gain

For suffering and pain…

Through which you must endure

And through that process the soul becomes pure

But, if you continue to give in to temptations

Your trapped in life cycles until the days of Revelations

And, it’s too late then for repenting for sins

You’ve been committing for eternities

Engulfed by hell’s flames, which burn eternally

Spiritual suffering

And, only holy water can be snuffing them hell fires

Prophets of god got that elixir

Never heard of god’s prophets in hell, you get the picture

Fix ya wrong doings now

The coming of the last days isn’t long now

You’ve gotta be strong somehow (gotta be strong)

Despite your foul environment, survivin’ it’s a requirement

To gain passageway into the massive gates of paradise

Take this here advice, you need it

God will bless those who heed it

And, condemn the blasphemous ones who don’t believe it

I let it be written, so you could listen, learn, rewrite, and read it

Forever…words for you treasure

(Scratch/Sample Hook)

“Try to purify my soul” (4Xs)

“It opened my opened my eyes more that the flesh was weak”

“Flesh was weak” (3Xs)

“Cause the flesh is meaningless, it remains amongst the dirt”

(Nikoless Verse)

I’m willing to sacrifice my life like Jesus Christ

If I thought it could save humanity

But, needless to say

I feel I’d get the same results I do when I pray

But, I DO believe in god

I believe he’s moved on to the next project

The next steps to perfect the formulation for new life

And, when he finally forms that equation

That’ll begin the days of Revelations

And, while the majority of mankind

Proceeds in panic and run around in panic

Like they’ve lost their minds

That’s probably when you’ll finally find

Me poppin’ bottles of champagne

Saying, ‘Hey, I can’t complain’ (“The flesh is weak”)

Cause without my daughter and Hip Hop, my life is just a wastin’

Sometimes that’s the way I really feel (Sometimes)

Never concerned with makin’ a mil

Just make enough money to make a meal

For my daughter, put food on the table and help support her

One day I hope to have a son

Then, I can die with a smile on my face, love in heart

Hip Hop in my veins and fly rhyme on the tip of my tongue

I got time right? I’m only 27 years young…

(Scratch/Sample Hook)

“Try to purify my soul” (4Xs)

“It opened my opened my eyes to the fact that the flesh was weak”

“Flesh was weak” (3Xs)

“Cause the flesh is meaningless, it remains amongst the dirt”

(Formless Verse)

I contemplated suicide when I was young

But my mom put a fear in me

If I took my own life I’d damage myself severely spiritually

(thank you)

So, thanks to my pops for giving me Hip Hop as an alternative

To learn to give my all

Even though I know I was born to live a life to die

But, not till my time’s up will I know if my soul

Will roam beyond the barriers of the ozone

Or teleported back into flesh and bone (“The flesh is weak”)

So, I strain my brain to gain essential knowledge

And a wider worldly outlook

Erase the pain by writing words inside of a wide-ruled notebook

The long time that it took, left me with stacks of rhymes

And, in the process, nearly lost my mind

Mentality split in three, psychologically challenging me

When we reformed, I was reborn with the same physical form

But with the addition of locks of wisdom (dreadlocks)

Serving as symbolism for my escapism from mental prison

Plus, my lust for material success was suppressed

With less interest in how many woman I could undress

I focused my emphasis

On the presence of a stronger spiritual essence

A well needed adjustment…

Negatively received by those surrounding me

Some comments that were made….that still be astounding me

So, I separate from all those except for those I’m bound to

By blood, sweat & tears through years of friendship and trust

Some matters to personal to discuss

Plus, and in certain times my mind goes blank too

So, excuse me if I never said thank you

So allow me to immortalize your memory with words of truth

Spoke in a vocal booth, from memos that became demos

That I hope to press into 12” singles

With acapellas and instrumentals

BUT…it ain’t that simple

Still, that’s one of few promises I’m bound to

So, Eddy, Zeke, Lynn, Michelle, and J Pratt

Thank god that I found you

Cause you helped me find me

And once again define me as mentally healthy

So, for eternity I’ll internally love all thee above…spiritually

Cause you always believed in

Even when I questioned my own beliefs

Cause beneath my smiles of the flesh

And my confidence of the surface

My life was a mess, and it left me feeling worthless

And that’s when I learned this

The road to self control

Cost me a toll of an all -time low financial setback

Depression set in

Substantial enough I thought I’d never get back on track

Falling in that same trap

Visualizing my name on a stone for my tomb

Until my second time in a delivery room

I regain control of my soul through the birth of Alyssa Nikole

So, I’m at peace with you

Even though our relationship didn’t hold (Stacey)

We’re bound together for life to make sure hers goes right

No need to argue or fight, we’ll move on with our lives

We can still stay apart

Still a part of us will shine from that seed of life we sparked

And, I’m still searching

For the person to be instrumental in my re-emerging

As a child…innocent and young

So, I can possibly see me through the eyes of my daughter

And my yet unborn son

And, if that day comes (IF)…yeah, Imma write another one…