Released on February 14, 2020

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[Hook]

L'ma lose myself steady fighting my own self

They hate who I am, I gotta love

I ain't knew I was special

That's why they were hating dear Lord now I finally understand

All the money in the world don't mean nothing to me

Being the greatest in the world don't mean nothing to me

I just need some money to take care of my family

I'm already balling I don't really need wealth

True to self


[Verse]

You just want me to kill me, or niggas like me most likely

Niggas like me, don't like me

They don't want me to be, because of their insecurities

Or my superiority, as if I chose to be what they chose to perceive

And chose not to see, our similarities

We one but they choose to vision this shit as division

I mean division..

Instead of us just establishing unity

There is no you and me, only we

But that's just me, 2Pac and Nipsey died for this same philosophy

I won't let you kill me, tryn'a tell you, you me

We got the same disease , same shit, different toiletries

Disrespect I won't accept that's just one disease we have

Now we in cuffs in jails, just because of this

We get to high to rationalize anything

It's fuck the other side like we ain't the same thing

Daddy left, father self, started selling cocaine

It's just the same theme

I know you there tryn'a maintain

Understand me coz I'm tryn'a do the same thing

Crabs in a barrel, why don't we all just be King

Instead of saying fuck u'kau I'm tryn'a be better than him

Can't we all just invest in this barrel we in that we all in

We all eat, we all came that way, no one gotta leave

But that's why Steve Biko, got killed

Why Chris Hani, and Malcom X was acting like kids

And now I'm a kid

Not knowing what's the reason I'm mad as fuck

At this curse that we all in

I can save em maybe God can


[Hook]

L'ma lose myself steady fighting my own self

They hate who I am, I gotta love

I ain't knew I was special

That's why they were hating dear Lord now I finally understand

All the money in the world don't mean nothing to me

Being the greatest in the world don't mean nothing to me

I just need some money to take care of my family

I'm already balling I don't really need wealth

True to self


[Verse 2]

We be kicking it, I love the feeling

We be kicking nigga, fuck your feelings

I remember why I started sipping anyway

You don't know what I had to do to get here anyway

You can't comfort me or ever make me feel okay

So don't say you love me, it makes me feel insulted

When I was down, you said fuck me

And when I was up you said you love me

Yeah yeah that's you

That's just the truth, I ain't mad at you

I'm mad I got mad at you just to be honest

But I've always been the ones that are hater proof just to be honest

I never needed nobody when I recollect

But u'Sjava showed a nigga love when I recollect

I didn't need you to catch a body, did this shit myself


[Hook]

L'ma lose myself steady fighting my own self

They hate who I am, I gotta love

I ain't knew I was special

That's why they were hating dear Lord now I finally understand

All the money in the world don't mean nothing to me

Being the greatest in the world don't mean nothing to me

I just need some money to take care of my family

I'm already balling I don't really need wealth

True to self

L'ma lose myself steady fighting my own self

They hate who I am, I gotta love

I ain't knew I was special

That's why they were hating dear Lord now I finally understand

All the money in the world don't mean nothing to me

Being the greatest in the world don't mean nothing to me

I just need some money to take care of my family

I'm already balling I don't really need wealth

True to self