[Intro]

I feel like I’m the last trapper left

Sawfside

[Chorus]

I lost umalum’ wam’ last year, couldn’t even cry, I wonder why

My heart so cold that you can see the pain even in my smile

I know so many people who’ll never see they daughter grow up

I know some more who died before they baby mama gave birth

Ma’ ndiyabulela, you should’ve aborted me

Ndazalwa uxakekile, ngapha unemployment

I lost umalum’ wam’ last year, couldn’t even cry, I wonder why

My heart so cold that you can see the pain even in my smile

I know so many people who’ll never see they daughter grow up

I know some more who died before they baby mama gave birth

Ma’ ndiyabulela, you should’ve aborted me

Ndazalwa uxakekile, ngapha unemployment

[Verse 1]

Had me a year after my brother

You were supposed to get an abortion

I’m just saying there’ll never be a day you regret it

My nigga gone, can’t raise his

Treat my mama like my daughter yeah

My niece my daughter, ng’saphila ain’t a thing azoyiswela yena

Indlel’ enzima ing’tandile

Ihlez’ iz’khethela mina, what can I say?

Ngi’indoda umehluko ukuthi bade, I ain’t never been scared to die

You can tell by my eyes

You can tell even by the way I smile

Ya kukhon’ inhlungu lana ez’sithele

[Chorus]

I lost umalum’ wam’ last year, couldn’t even cry, I wonder why

My heart so cold that you can see the pain even in my smile

I know so many people who’ll never see they daughter grow up

I know some more who died before they baby mama gave birth

Ma’ ndiyabulela, you should’ve aborted me

Ndazalwa uxakekile, ngapha unemployment

I lost umalum’ wam’ last year, couldn’t even cry, I wonder why

My heart so cold that you can see the pain even in my smile

I know so many people who’ll never see they daughter grow up

I know some more who died before they baby mama gave birth

Ma’ ndiyabulela, you should’ve aborted me

Ndazalwa uxakekile, ngapha unemployment

[Verse 2]

I ran out of money, ran out of some friends too

Deserted the apartment, bese ngayikhomba eSoweto

And I did what I said I would if I ever go broke

I get in my feelings when rappers say they sold dope (R.I.P Citi nigga)

I ran into money, ran into some issues

This money drew a wedge between mina nabantu

I love more than I love myself, that’s where I went so wrong

Forgive me and’soze nd’ngazi nakekeli k’qala

Mangakwata mina ang’satshelwa

Makungab’ as’zwani k’cono sihlukane

Estraateni ngalahleka

Ngalahlekelwa inhliziyoyam’

Voices in my head say ngik’fak’ inhlamvu ekhanda

Bafun’ uphumelele makungab’ bahamba nawe

Ng’kengalahleka, ngalahlekelwa ukuz’thanda ng’ngakhon’ nok’thandaza

[Chorus]

I lost umalum’ wam’ last year, couldn’t even cry, I wonder why

My heart so cold that you can see the pain even in my smile

I know so many people who’ll never see they daughter grow up

I know some more who died before they baby mama gave birth

Ma’ ndiyabulela, you should’ve aborted me

Ndazalwa uxakekile, ngapha unemployment

I lost umalum’ wam’ last year, couldn’t even cry, I wonder why

My heart so cold that you can see the pain even in my smile

I know so many people who’ll never see they daughter grow up

I know some more who died before they baby mama gave birth

Ma’ ndiyabulela, you should’ve aborted me

Ndazalwa uxakekile, ngapha unemployment