[Intro]

Salute my young boy Castro

[Verse 1]

When I die fuck it it'd be nice to go to heaven

Swear to B.I.G I'm a piece of shit

God would send me straight to where

My other half and the fire live

Would've been the second time he made that decision

So black that and all black this

I just cannot exist where the light live

Anti popular

I are definitely no star

Let alone another music artist

Leave alone me and my filthy drink

Liver gone so I drink to live

Live on a dark cloud

Don't wanna see society

The deaf will tell you I'm no socialite

Like he chose

You only just to spite you like death

My appetite is only just you

Y'all live, I solace

I evil, y'all eye backwards

Like a thousand strokes a day outcome

Got it over your nog shit I could tell

Like the motive for murder a pimp would confess

Nobody is cold as

He with the flow that is as gold as

Five hundred thousand

Black diamond Paul Krugers

Monster with a hundred limbs

Kill em then offer show his sisters friends

Like Sidney when you pregnant for the third time

Ntwana I bet you never ever see him again

Like a blinded youth in church with a flier tryn'a sing again

Tell me what the fuck do you call it?

That's the thing you don't call it

Stick two fingers in your asshole and vomit shit-talker?

Empty speech bubbles more like it

If anybody in this world like it then I don't like it

All in all I'm a rebel for no reason bitch

Fly away from me

Do it like I'm try'na get my land back

Guess I am a slave to this like a white super-power with a joke and a whip

How I'm gonna be humble not greedy when john got brand new ancient wheels and a horse and a spouse he's gonna ride in a carriage in carnival rides and I'm still counting

[Hook]

They say we crazy

We act like it's okay to fuck shit up

I am O.V.L so I black label when I can't pour up two cups

So fucked I'm on that you can't tell nothing eat a dick

So Soweto they say we misguided isn't that just how we

Fuck, get famous, get money (Stack up)

She said she loves me, had to tell her me too nice

I saw two bitches I'ma need the whole crew twice

I'm in a type of shirt like I never heard of Leopards right

And you could tell I've been sinning the way I don't fuck with these rappers no never

[Verse 2]

When I die fuck it be nice to go heaven

But if the bible is honest then we both know I rightfully will not

Like I am without the son, sheep of my valuables of

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My family the ownership of

I was not birth, Carmelia found me son

Don't be read because I'm not normal nor right

And you won't understand because you abnormally illiterate

On and off the play ground the kids that fitted in that were treating him like he was second religious

I was like big foot

Sequach trying on a new pairs of size twos

Calling me a reclusive is as smart as a cellular phone back in 02'

Not half as thrill as an adlib on two players circle on the verse in the beginning

Like God created the heaven and the earth

Trying to get to God before my issues kill me

But the devil is my travel agent

That lie been streak

Told me God so pissed at me

That He had to change his outfit and take another shower

I still fear God

And my de?

And my issues should disappear to thin air

But when I lace me a beat or verse

I feel like I'm the only one anybody should fear

Suicidal lil lie

Couple of bodies on my pistol

All my type of demons in the church said i can't live a life of second?

No pride but Carmelia said I'm proud to make a beast

You wanna fuck a young GOAT

Greatest Of All Time

If you him

I got to see the inner side of your throat

Consitution drug dealer

I'm the only thing I ever have to sell

Pimping I'm dope

Throw a silver cubian link around a piece of garlic in my throat

Bet the boy still won't choke

Never

[Hook]

They say we crazy

We act like it's okay to fuck shit up

I am O.V.L so I black label when I can't pour up two cups

So fucked I'm on that you can't tell nothing eat a dick

So Soweto they say we misguided isn't that just how we

Fuck, get famous, get money (Stack up)

She said she loves me, had to tell her me too nice

I saw two bitches I'ma need the whole crew twice

I'm in a type of shirt like I never heard of Leopards right

And you could tell I've been sinning the way I don't fuck with these rappers no never

They say we crazy

We act like it's okay to fuck shit up

I am O.V.L so I black label when I can't pour up two cups

So fucked I'm on that you can't tell nothing eat a dick

So Soweto they say we misguided isn't that just how we

Fuck, get famous, get money (Stack up)

She said she loves me, had to tell her me too nice

I saw two bitches I'ma need the whole crew twice

I'm in a type of shirt like I never heard of Leopards right

And you could tell I've been sinning the way I don't fuck with these rappers no never

[Outro]

Yeah I remember back in

When we were younger like back in primary school and stuff

When we were eight, you said if you were gone to the question you would ask Him why he made people black and white?

I'm pretty sure you matured enough to understand that He couldn't have been responsible for something like racial profiling or something that ignorant

Anele now that you 18..

What is it like? What? What would you like say to the being that you compare yourself too so much?

And what is it that's been consuming you?

Just speak to me...

I mean, you clearly not the same anymore

And I'm in no position to pass judgment so

You know you more than welcome to vent to me

[Part 2]

Why the fuck I got to be so

Fucked up

Always blaming Sidney for my scores

But the hoes inside the ceiling spell his name and I didn't mean

Probably Nina but she wanted us apart like an agent?

Managing twins with some new editions

See we even together inside my similes

Out of my bingily? Just a friend

Don't you get it you all I ever keep inside a safety container other human beings keep they intelligence in

If I could I'd go back to October 95

Get mother nothing less than five bullets then tell her die inside

Ever since my birth her life's been nothing but a curse

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Older brother and the person they call mother

Fuck the fact that I was young

Ask me why I took her brother's money

Why I manipulated and suddenly taking a part in my evil

Told me the best thing that could happen to her is my death

And I won't act like I don't agree or desire the same

Father figureless

Father figured that being in my aim will be more convient

Carmelia left to deal with the demon

That why she left it to eat it

She made it quite clear that she can't be held responsible for the devil's possession so

I'm murky temple my only escape from all this madness

I fucked up but I treated Nina like she my only lover

Like a drop inside a volcano when she's an eruption

I tried but couldn't tame her

Truly I shouldn't blame her

So convinced my existence is a burden

I might just last through my survival dependent on these rhythms and poems

And any rapper that they make to kill me on a track

Must study my last suicidal attempt

This what got me so tempted to put an end to Mellow

Promise you will all get a casket before that happens

If so it happens, you in a way

I'ma be frank with you get your corpse in that ocean

Trying to get orals from these yellow girls like I'm teaching the class is Asian