Hold Some Space

By Sarchasm

On Conditional Love

Released on December 2, 2022

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[Verse 1]

Was I the daughter you’d always wanted

Am I the son you never had?

Do you feel comfortable being honest with me?

Am I the only one that you’re hearing?

Has no one else heard what I have?

Is anybody else interested in healing?


[Chorus]

I’ll hold some space for you

I have some space for you

Do you feel seen and held for your valid self?


[Verse 2]

Was I the baby who cried so quiet?

The most low maintenance it gets

Just didn’t wanna be causing one more conflict

You gavе me everything I could need to

Echo succеss you surely had

Was I your final hope for a future maybe?

Well I want more!


[Verse 3]

I’m grateful for everything you give to me

But there’s a price tag on everything, it seems

If I amount to nothing would you love me less?

You say keep making us proud and it feels

It feels like a threat, but I want more

I want more


[Refrain]

I can’t stop thinking about myself

When I listen to you

I think I’m falling apart

I can’t stop thinking about myself

And what I could say back

I think I’m falling apart

I can’t stop thinking about myself

And I wish you could too

Cause I've been thinking of you

I think we’re falling apart

I can’t stop thinking of everything

Every single thing else

I can’t help taking to heart

Everything’s falling apart


[Outro]

I am not doing this anymore for you

I am now doing this for much more than you

It didn’t matter to me, just you before

Now I can matter to me not you

Some more

I’ll be more

I want to be more