Released on March 11, 2020

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Hear the tick tock of a clock, that doesn’t work now

Waiting for the end of a world, about to burn down

Let it wither in my bones like a dead plant

Wish I could let it all go but I just can’t

New flames, old dreams, rip apart seams

Haunted by a past life and never got free

Lost leaves in the trees, never grew back

Think it’s for the best but there’s not a way to prove that

The dark knows me well, without day

I ghost myself and go away

Takes a minute to be and come back

You just gotta look at me like that

Well aware of all my tendencies

How I love hard then leave, with only memories

My response to what I want, fight or flight

Used to chase it all night like a lightning strike

Used to go into the storm with the worst rain

Forget my own self, in hell, what’s my first name?

Who am I, and am I asking to forget?

Where are we and whose the captain of the ship?

The dark knows me well without day

My heart ghosts myself, runs away

Takes a minute to be and get it back

You just gotta look at me like that

Vines grow upon the wall over crowded

I let em' touch my feet to stay grounded

Eyes water and the dirt catches rain

Rotted soil and it messes with my brain

Chronological love, it’s all linear

When I’m feeling too much I get busier

Either that or I drown in the deep

And I don't make a sound til I sleep