Sick with my Oni

I am Yakuza

Raised by my father

Was scared of the future

Was scared to be bueller

Was scared to be dead

Walked with some kids

Who kept demons in head

Who kept sword under bed

Or machete by side

Mario Andretti I'll ride till I die

Sword to the sky

Drugs to my mind

Change myself soon

But quit why

Sick with my Oni

I am a demon

Raised by my mother

But no one would see him

And I was just fiending

Looking for love

Nowhere to go so I turn to these drugs

I hope that you feel me I'm killing myself

Die every day so I don't need your wealth

I'm bad for my health, I'm back on the shelf

Just leave me alone cause I don't need your help

Sick with my oni

Lost in the culture

Raised by the devil

Part time with my father

I feel like a goner

I feel like a goonie

Never say die

But I'll die to that movie

Reminds me of dad

Reminds me of times that we had

Reminds me I'll always be sad

That my life will always be bad

Sick with my Oni

My life is all gone

Drunk and retarded

Outside on your lawn

Screaming and cursing

I'm waking your neighbors

So get the fuck out here

And do me a favor

Say that your sorry

Say that you meant it

Nightmares at night

Know I'll never forget it

All that shit that you said

Lies that you put in my head

Fuck it i'm better off dead

(Dusty Rhodes Sample)

Sick with my Oni

Up all night

Watching anime

Tryina' save my life

Just tryina' see the light

On why you wanna live

So I watch all this shit

Just tryina' get a glimpse

Of the life you been living

The way that I've been leaving

Die every day so I live like I'ma demon

Straight from the ceiling to down on your corpse

Still the same kid that you raised on the porch

Sick with my Oni

I think that I'm dying

Tears in my eyes

But I'm not even crying

Laughing hysterically waiting to die

Two fingers up and their held to the sky

Screaming I hate you

Like fuck you god

Why'd the fuck you put me on

I just want to be gone

Wanna find faith

Bury my head in all of disgrace

Sick with my oni

Still stuck livin'

Now reppin' Haf

And we cookin' in your kitchen

And It's 2.0 on our new fucking hype

And I'm gonna make it now or I'm gonna take my life

Katana on the hip, Clan in the front

Put up with some shit

But we all gonna bump

In the end

Fuck it I don't need any friends

Cause my clan is my fam

We gon' leave it in the wind