beating myself up - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

Why am I no good at goodbyes?

You showed me every way out

Want to think I'm one of a kind

But it gets way too, too loud

Used to get professional help

Too scared of what they found

I slick can't enough of beatin', beatin' myself

Up, up, up, up, up, up, up, up, up, up, up, up, up, up, up, up

I slick can't enough of beatin', beatin' myself

Boxin' matches held in my mirror

Can't ever seem to win them

These, these days I sit in my window

Hopin' to see it clearer

Bad advice get from my friends

And yet I choose to hear it

Used to come down hard on myself

Would put my heart right in it

I slick can't еnough of beatin', beatin' myself

Up, up, up, up, up, up, up, up, up, up, up, up, up, up, up, up

I slick can't еnough of beatin', beatin' myself

Deep down I want to stay but still

Can't find no solid ground, I, I, I, I

I slick beat

Beatin' myself up

Beatin' myself

I slick can't enough of beatin', beatin' myself