I’m Not Here - Intellectual

[Chorus]

I walk these streets looking for you again

Sometimes I forget that you aren't there

And then I see my reflection in the window

But it feels like someone else's eyes that stare

'Cause I'm not here

Sometimes I wanna exist here

Not for you, but for myself

I'm slipping down

So long I dreamt of a life where I can only

Smile and slowly say I am growing

How many times do I have to surrender?

I'm lost with all that I must do

If I can't silence me, then no one's a contender

My control ain't enough, so I'll trust you

I walk these streets looking for you again

Sometimes I forget that you aren't there

And then I see my reflection in the window

But it feels like someone else's eyes that stare

'Cause I'm not here

Sometimes I wanna disappear

Not for you, but for myself

I'm not here now

So long I wanted a night where I can close my eyes

And know I've been watching time just go by

How many times do I have to surrender?

I'm lost with all that I must do

If I can't silence me, then no one's a contender

My control ain't enough, so I'll trust you

I walk these streets looking for you again

Sometimes I forget that you aren't there

And then I see my reflection in the window

But it feels like someone else's eyes that stare

'Cause I'm not here