[Verse]
Subtle foreshadowing, I can tell all of you have anything but dignity
Lotion bottle empty with epidemy
You know I can't trust the caligraphy
Yo handwriting clean, don't your business be?
Moment you break up, you changed and then she becomes a bitch
First week, consider jumping off a bridge
Second week, insecure at the gym, go to lift
I hear it all now, I got perfect pitch
Send a mentalist
She hears you're doing bad, and she gets a big ego, it gets lethal
You're both made for eachother if this is how you treat other people
Dudes look gay if they walk down a steep hill
Not from experience, but I do speak it
She's got a heart, I want her to keep it
He's a bit soft, to the public hes weak it
Doesnt make sense, how the fuck do you peep it?
Everyones got one, you wanna hear my secret?
Love is a gap, and i haven't leaped it
Cold feeling in me, deep down its deep it
Lied the last tracks cause i couldn't seek it
Pretending sbetter when you haven't seen it
If life's got a gift card, how to redeem it?
"You'll find her", like i believe it
At this point its not even me, its
Also them, i dont know where we met
I found me, haven't found a she yet?
Cupid shot, but somebody steals it
Carry around, every day is repeated
Think I would puke if I had to eat it
Always get scared, confronted to see it
Would hurt me more, but I still wanna feel it
God hurting me, not the people that he picked
Think hes not real, still refer to as "he" its
Inconsistant, the spot where he bit it
Into my skin, isolation in secret
If theres an end goal, i hope that we reach it
Hope dont run out cause im stubborn as wee shit
Hope that we meet, every bench that ive seated
I wanna give, give a shit to receive it
He can do death, but he can't gaurantee it
Gave me the opposite of what i had needed
Sandwich for school, the bag had got sealeded
If you were here, you wouldn't be breathin
Past conditioned, call it relief ed
Had writers block, but then went to feel it
Feelin i keep naming, so conceided
Melted butterflies lit in my feels its
Hard for me to simply deal with
It comes in waves, no titles albeit
Nobody talks this part of the sequence
Does this mean that it'll be real? it
Doesnt matter, not when you're reheated
Feel like the dialogue option that lee picked
Do it myself, Id have to be creepin
Is it worth to survive this feelin?
Don't wanna fall back off of the deep end
I said "this sucks", my dog disagreed and
Licked my tears until i had seen it
I'm alive to make this album sealed in
For someone else in the exact same sequence
Supposed that i survive and preceeded
Shocked im 18, i can't believe it
[Refrain]
Shocked im 18, i can't believe it
Shocked im 18, i can't believe it
Shocked im 18, i can't believe it
Shocked im 18, i can't believe it