Verse 1:
I'm a hypocrite
I'm a piece of shit
But I never meant to hurt you not one bit
And I hate that I make you feel like this
I miss your smile I used to see it
You say I make you happy but I don't believe it
It's clear that I don't and it's not hard to tell I can see it
It seems like I always mess something up
That's just the truth let's not dress this thing up
I'm sure you think I'm crazy and I think I think too much
I'm still depressed I'll still drown in self doubt
Some things never change still gotta figure it out
I don't know what to do but this isn't what love is about
Chorus:
I should make you laugh
I should make you feel alive
Never meant to make you mad
Never meant to make you cry
I should make you laugh
I should make you feel alive
Never meant to make you mad
Never meant to make you cry
Verse 2:
The second verse is always harder to write
Now I have trouble sleeping at night
Nothing ever seems to ease my mind
Now things are different the passion is gone
It seems like we barely get along
Tell me what happened what have we become
I mostly feel like I'm a waste of your time
I used to think I had you I was yours you were mine
But now I wonder if I even cross your mind
I feel like you're slowly slipping away
I try to hold on try to think of something to say
I don't really know if we're okay
Chorus:
I should make you laugh
I should make you feel alive
Never meant to make you mad
Never meant to make you cry
I should make you laugh
I should make you feel alive
Never meant to make you mad
Never meant to make you cry