Released on November 13, 2020

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VERSE:

Stacks of unread self help books on my table

Telling me to just breathe and to be grateful

Im spending all my money on things

That I don’t need

Got a king size bed, but I can’t sleep

PRE:

I just wanna feel

I just wanna feel fine

But I don’t know how to deal

Don’t know how to heal

All of the chaos in my mind

So I switch up the meds

Cut off my friends

Go home with someone

And try to pretend

Say that I’m sorry and do it again

CHORUS:

Tired of ending all my sentences with sad faces

Tired of taking all myhappy thoughts to badplaces

And I really wanna change, really wanna be ok

But it’s hard when everybody’s got the the same sad faces

VERSE:

Filling every inch of my bathroom mirror

With quotes supposed to help me see myself clearer

But im spending all my money on things

That I don’t need

I got all this space but I can’t breathe

PRE:

I just wanna feel

I just wanna feel fine

But I don’t know how to deal

Don’t know how to heal

All of the chaos in my mind

So I switch up the meds

Cut off my friends

Go home with someone

And try to pretend

Say that I’m sorry and do it again

CHORUS:

Tired of ending all my sentences with sad faces

Tired of wasting all myhappy thoughts in badplaces

And I really wanna change, really wanna be ok

But it’s hard when everybody’s got the same sad faces

Tired of ending all my sentences with sad faces

Everyone’s telling me to smile more and I hate it

Cuz i really wanna change, really wanna be ok

But it’s hard when everybody’s got the the same sad faces