Released on March 31, 2023

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[Chorus: Sam Brodie]

If I take one, pray for me, hope for the best

It's the only way to deal with the stress

They want me locked up, tied down, hopeless and reckless

All my teachers probably thought I would be dead by now, yeah

But somehow, yeah, I made it out

Of course you care now, of course you care now


[Verse 1: Sam Brodie]

It's like Russian roulette with my life, still I shoot a hundred times

I would rather be dead than not to try

Thinking of my last girl, loving on my new one

But it don't feel the same as it did with her

I'm strong outside but my heart is hurt, my heart is hurt, my heart is

It's cold outside but my heart gets colder when you're not here, when you're not here


[Bridge: Sam Brodie]

On my grave, would you write nice words

I'm okay but can admit that I'm hurting

It's not fair that you made me worse

It's not fair that you made me

On my grave, would you write nice words

I'm okay but can admit that I'm hurting

It's not fair that you made me worse

It's not fair that you made me


[Chorus: Sam Brodie]

If I take one, pray for me, hope for the best

It's the only way to deal with the stress

They want me locked up, tied down, hopeless and reckless

All my teachers probably thought I would be dead by now, yeah

But somehow, yeah, I made it out

Of course you care now, of course you care now


[Verse 2: ChrispyD]

Looking on from a hotel balcony

Whole world is crumbling around me

Overwhelmed and under sieged

Just a couple pills is all I need

That's the addict in me talking trying to justify the use

Whenever I do, I use work as the excuse

Understand, you gotta cut me loose

I won't blame you or shame you, do what you gotta do

Stuck in the past, I think about days me and her would cut class

Ride with the windows down, music on blast

Few months after that we went down haling fast

Now she's weighing me down, trying to fly she keeps me on the ground

I won't stick around, I can't afford to be this tightly wound


[Chorus: Sam Brodie]

If I take one, pray for me, hope for the best

It's the only way to deal with the stress

They want me locked up, tied down, hopeless and reckless

All my teachers probably thought I would be dead by now, yeah

But somehow, yeah, I made it out

Of course you care now, of course you care now, of course you care now