Released on June 11, 2021

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[Pre-Chorus: Sam AVRY]

Oh I just wanna be punked out, ripped jeans

Make them people notice me

Show them kids a side of me I swear nobody wants to see

Uptown, emo trapper

Angry with the world again

Sick and tired, near expired

What you got yourself into?


[Chorus: Sam AVRY]

I swear I'm screwed up

Demons in my head and they won't shut up

Multi-personalities I feel I'm losing conscience

Separated from reality , living in this allegory man

Don't know who I am anymore, slam the door, slam the door

This ain't the me your looking for, my whole backstory got a lorе

No you don't know what happens in my mind behind them closеd doors

And you don't wanna see, I don't even wanna see

The demons they're inside of me

Guess there's a darker side you'll never see


[Verse: LilCeeJayy]

Something that you'll never see

Don't give a 'bout a legacy

I'm stuck in the car with a tag it's on me

You play with the gang, you get put on a tee

I been tryna jug into the rich, yeah

Too many haters I keep me a snitch

So cold in the streets I might need me a

I can't, she got with extensions

Just like a soccer ball, we can kick it

Your girl is a flip ball I'mma pick it

What a key with her mission

Your girl what I'm dishing

She play my roles in a big place she pick it

Two baddie girls and I gotta just pick it

She really bad but she none of the

All this dark energy up inside keep on building


[Pre Chorus: Sam AVRY]

Oh I just wanna be punked out, ripped jeans

Make them people notice me

Show them kids a side of me I swear nobody wants to see

Uptown, emo trapper

Angry with the world again

Sick and tired, near expired

What you got yourself into?


[Chorus: Sam AVRY]

I swear I'm screwed up

Demons in my head and they won't shut up

Multi-personalities I feel I'm losing conscience

Separated from reality , living in this allegory man

Don't know who I am anymore, slam the door, slam the door

This ain't the me your looking for, my whole backstory got a lore

No you don't know what happens in my mind behind them closed doors

And you don't wanna see, I don't even wanna see

The demons they're inside of me

Guess there's a darker side you'll never see

I swear I'm screwed up

Demons in my head and they won't shut up

Multi-personalities I feel I'm losing conscience

Separated from reality , living in this allegory man

Don't know who I am anymore, slam the door, slam the door

This ain't the me your looking for, my whole backstory got a lore

No you don't know what happens in my mind behind them closed doors

And you don't wanna see, I don't even wanna see

The demons they're inside of me

Guess there's a darker side you'll never see