Looking forward at the path ahead of me

All I can see

Is a crooked trail

Carved out of my frailty

I stand at the crossroads where my

Self doubt and insecurity meet

And I'm left to chose

Which one I'll let ruin me

Breathe life into my dreams

Cause these days just feel like every

Hope I had is decaying

I'm running out of purpose

And the will to find a new one

Revive my aspirations

Before I sink too far to save

I'm sinking too far to save

Living life in standstill

Is a state I wish I'd never grown to see

I used to fight the current

Now I'm just drifting out to sea

I don't know where it all went wrong

I don't know where I lost myself

Emptiness

I'll see you in my sleep

Sometimes I feel like

I'm not meant to fullfill anything more

Than an early grave

Waiting for me

Patiently

Wait for me, wait for me

My early fucking grave

Wait for me, wait for me

I'll see you in my sleep

So I'll lie in wait

To be dragged out of this hole

And when I finally surface

At least then I'll know

There is a path that I can take

That doesn't lead me to my grave

But one that leads me to a

Beautiful eternity

My light has been fading

But I won't lose it all

I'll build a new life

From the ashes of this hell

I'll shut my eyes

And breathe life into my dreams

Aspiration

I'll see you in my sleep