Today I hit a wall

I ran my fingers along the brick

Glued together with your name

And it made me fucking sick

This house is not a home

As long as its burdened with your scent

It's just a place that I reside

As I try to make some sense

Of where I have been headed

Of what you really meant

I tried to break through these barriers

But I couldn't make a dent

And now I stand here surrounded

By steel and stone

Break through

This place feels cold and empty

And I refuse to ever call it home

How did we ever let it get this far

Without ever walking away

How did we ever let it get this far

With you standing in my way

I think I caught your sickness

I think I'm getting old

My eyes are growing tired

And my hearts been growing cold

I feel you in my bloodsteam

Soaking me to the bone

If you want to spend your life holding back

You can do it in your own

This disease

Engulfs me

It brings me

To my knees

This disease

Shares your name

But you don't haunt me

Anymore

How did we ever let it get this far

Without ever walking away

How did we ever let it get this far

With you standing in my way