[Intro]

(Extra Large Holiday Card)

Yeah, ayy

[Verse 1]

Let's hit the Wegmans on the way out, probably smoke a bit

Bump some 9TAILS while we talk about relationships

Take some flicks, reminisce on latest hits

Man, it's crazy, broken hearts could really make us rich

Man, it's crazy all the things we never got to do

Now I'm writing on a beat that you would probably use (Probably use)

Man, the kids would fucking lose it if they only knew

We share a trauma that I never got to introduce

You were shaky when you told me but I wouldn't budge

Afraid of all that I might say 'cause I might fuck it up

I was scared of being labeled as another kid

That saw the darkness in our parents that adults would miss

[Chorus]

I was scared to fall asleep alone, no

I was scared to fall asleep alone

I was scared to fall asleep alone

I was scared to fall asleep alone

I was scared to fall asleep alone

I was scared to fall asleep alone

(It continues to get worse, man, depression is a *****) Okay

[Verse 2]

Let me tell you where I'm at now (At now)

Playing every song while I'm drinking, I hope I pass out (Pass out)

Quit telling me who I sound like

This the proper anthem for homies that like the soundbite

Hey, pay the mortgage with an old guitar (Old guitar)

Were barely breathing, low on sleep, they don't know who we are (Who we are)

We are not the average kid, I guess (No)

Singing melodies, these memories will pay the rent (Wow)

See, I was terrified to be myself

Just a kid, low self-esteem, afraid of mental health

My parents didn't want me, why would someone else?

(Silly me, silly me, I didn't need their help)

[Chorus]

I was scared to fall asleep alone, no

I was scared to fall asleep alone

I was scared to fall asleep alone

I was scared to fall asleep alone

I was scared to fall asleep alone

I was scared to fall asleep alone

[Outro]

I was scared to fall asleep alone