something you hate

By sadeyes

On monarch

Released on November 18, 2021

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[Chorus]

(Hah)

I'm disassociating out of my mind

Was it worth it when you left me behind?

Looking back I knew I ran out of time

You left me bleeding and I didn't know why

I'm not perceptive, I know I had to change

But thinking back now I'm a little to late

I started drinking 'til I'm numb in the face

You used to love me, now I'm something you hate


[Verse]

You been in and out my life, I can see it in your eyes

I was something 'til I wasn't and I wasn't that sur—

I was looking back at us thinking I could finally breathe

When you left me I was breaking, now I'm trying not to scream


[Chorus]

I'm disassociating out of my mind

Was it worth it when you left me behind?

Looking back I knew I ran out of time

You left me bleeding and I didn't know why

I'm not perceptive, I know I had to change

But thinking back now I'm a little to late

I started drinking 'til I'm numb in the face

You used to love me, now I'm something you hate