[Intro]

I have a dream each night of a version of me

I can't believe I started drinking at a quarter to three

You always wanted me to blow up, but I struggle to breathe

'Cause I can't really stand the thought of being sober this week (dercept)

[Chorus]

She said, I'm on one, baby, I got a problem

I thought I had my friends, but I guess I must've lost 'em

I just wanna be happy, I know I'm not content

Giving up on my friendships, I'm fucked up more than my ex

[Verse]

I guess I get it, this is everything you wanted, right?

You like to act like you wеre happy

I guess I get it, this is somеthing that you do at night

You knew the script, yeah, you were acting

[Bridge]

Why can't I remember what it feels like to be strong?

You were all I ever wanted, now I want nothing at all

You can't use me up, discard me, I'm not garbage, I'm not trash

You’re an anchor on my soul, you took the me I can't get back

[Chorus]

She said, I'm on one, baby, I got a problem

I thought I had my friends, but I guess I must've lost 'em

I just wanna be happy, I know I'm not content

Giving up on my friendships, I'm fucked up more than my ex