Released on September 6, 2024

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[Intro]

More than twice

More than any army of villains

Your attention should've been focused on me


[Verse 1]

Patiently, I'm waitin' for the day I'll get it right

I make bad decisions 'til I lose my fucking mind

Some would call me evil, some would say I saved their life

Even though I saved you, I can't save mine

(I can't save mine)


[Pre-Chorus]

I can't fight crime, I can't save lives

I don't know why I fucking try


[Chorus]

They don't know what I go through

They always seem to guess

"See, Nathan must be broken

He hasn’t smiled yet"

I lost my friends this weekend

I think it's for the best

See, no one knows what happеned

This can't be permanеnt


[Verse 2]

"Hey Nate, I know you'll never get to read this

I have to vent, and I know you can keep a secret

I have trouble with my image, I'm afraid of giving up

See, my boyfriend says I'm pretty, yeah, I'm pretty fuckin' numb

And every time I'm with him, I get angry at myself

I'm afraid to be alone, and I'm afraid of getting help

I wish that I felt beautiful, I hate who I've become

In spite of what he says to me, I'm falling out of love

(I'm falling out of love)


[Pre-Chorus]

I can't fight crime, I can't save lives

I don't know why I fucking try


[Chorus]

They don't know what I go through

They always seem to guess

"See, Nathan must be broken

He hasn’t smiled yet"

I lost my friends this weekend

I think it's for the best

See, no one knows what happened

This can't be permanent


[Refrain]

They don't know what I go through

They always seem to guess

"See, Nathan must be broken

He hasn’t smiled yet"