mess - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

I'd be lyin' if I said it didn't hurt

Every girl I loved had left me lyin' in the dirt

I'm face down in my own mistakes

It's like I like them being dumped all over the place

I'm a mess, and I know it

No, I can't get a grip, I'm never copin'

And you're so bad and you know this

Why do all the good girls seem to keep me out of focus?

And you don't know how much I care

For loving people that were never there

And you don't know how bad it feels

Your words cut deep, goodbyes don't heal

If you love me let me go, that's what I say

As I'm taking 205 right to her driveway

I'm a mess so depressed, it's no surprise though

And fuck my ex, she's a wreck, she's a psycho

I'm a loaded gun, yeah my lyric's ammunition

But I get tongue-tied when I get her in my system

I can't ever sleep unless she's sleepin' on my chest

And when I'm home I'm in my zone but I don't eat I'm fuckin' stressed

What's the point of movin' on if you can't smile when you wake up

Make your coffee, start the car and chase the pay stub

I don't work a job and if I did I'd fuckin' hate it

Rather pay my rent from writing songs down in my basement

And you don't know how much I care

For loving people that were never there

And you don't know how bad it feels

Your words cut deep, goodbyes don't heal