‎i’m not okay

By sadeyes

On monarch

Released on February 8, 2022

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[Intro]

There's nothing you can do to stop it


[Chorus: sadeyes]

I'm not okay

I keep fuckin' lyin' to myself, it's all the same

I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame

Every single tear is wiped away

I never change, I never change

I'm not okay

I keep fuckin' lyin' to myself, it's all the same

I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame

Every single tear is wiped away

I never change, I never change, I ne-ne-


[Verse 1: Lil Xtra]

I'm still the same as I've been and it's getting borin'

I'm not okay but I guеss it's really not important

I hold myself back, too scared of movin' on

I'm lyin' through my fuckin' teeth whеn I say nothing's wrong

There's nothin' going on, I'm just too fuckin' shallow

I can't keep going on, afraid of my own shadow

It's every single day, too many fears to face

I just wanted you to know (What? Why?)


[Chorus: sadeyes]

I'm not okay

I keep fuckin' lyin' to myself, it's all the same

I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame

Every single tear is wiped away

I never change, I never change

I'm not okay

I keep fuckin' lyin' to myself, it's all the same

I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame

Every single tear is wiped away

I never change, I never change, I ne-ne-


[Verse 2: nothing,nowhere.]

Yeah, tryna find beauty in the pain

Tired of feelin' blue and seein' rain

Need to find a way to rearrange

Always keep on sayin' I'ma change, right (Huh? Right, ha)

Thought that I would've been better by now

Part of me's stuck and it's pullin' me down

I wanted to change but I didn't know how

So why can't I get out the way?

All the things that I wanted to say

Let me go and forget my name, my name


[Chorus: sadeyes]

I'm not okay

I keep fuckin' lyin' to myself, it's all the same

I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame

Every single tear is wiped away

I never change, I never change

I'm not okay

I keep fuckin' lyin' to myself, it's all the same

I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame

Every single tear is wiped away

I never change, I never change, I ne-ne-


[Outro]

Some man will get the atomic bomb

And, um, just blow the world into oblivion