fragile teen - Intellectual

[Intro]

The day you died I lost all hope

I felt like I was drownin', and I want you to know

I felt your pain, the blame you felt

You raised a fragile teen that really needed your help

And don't you tell me that you love me if you're leavin' that's so fucked

You can't raise me then discard me fall asleep and not wake up

I've been working on myself and I don't know if I can change

Am I really who I think I am? I guess I'm just the same

And I don't blame you but you're all that I had

Now I can't save you, there's no way you will be back

And I don't hate you but I wish that I had

'Cause if you werе never herе I wouldn't cry or be sad

And I don't blame you but you're all that I had

Now I can't save you, there's no way you will be back

And I don't hate you but I wish that I had

'Cause if you were never here I wouldn't cry or be sad

I knew that it wouldn't matter if I could do all of the things that you wanted

I got what I needed, I made you a promise

I trusted your words but you couldn't stay honest

I called up my friends but I'm more of a check

They dollar every call or they leave me on read

I needed help, fuck what you said

I need a drink now or I am dead, yeah

This isn't sunshine, this is real life

It's not butterflies when your mom dies

And you wake up to the same sight

Your bed frame, the same size

I don't blame you, you can't save me

I hate feelin' low but you made me

And I fucked off, and you lost touch

And when life left I kept breakin' like

And I don't blame you but you're all that I had

Now I can't save you, there's no way you will be back

And I don't hate you but I wish that I had

'Cause if you were never here I wouldn't cry or be sad

And I don't blame you but you're all that I had

Now I can't save you, there's no way you will be back

And I don't hate you but I wish that I had

'Cause if you were never here I wouldn't cry or be sad