encumbered - Intellectual

[Intro]

(B-b-boyfifty)

These days I feel encumbered

These days, our days are numbered

I thought I had you figured out

I lost you quick, where are you now?

I never thought I'd be here

I never thought I'd see

The day where I'm without you

Without you next to me

Switch flip (Switch flip)

Our relationship's ashes

All the photos of us burned like matches

I was curious if others felt like this

I don't feel it, man, I really gotta hide this

Every moment, you were standing there, doubting me

Pretty smile, really thought that you were proud of me

Now I'm writing you a song, really hope you sing along

But you're probably gettin' tired of the sound of me

No, I can't read your mind

But you know I still try

The day you packed your things

I finally realized

I misprioritized you, why would you take any pride?

I broke your heart and lied

I learned a lot this time

These days I feel encumbered

These days, our days are numbered

I thought I had you figured out

I lost you quick, where are you now?

I never thought I'd be here

I never thought I'd see the day where I'm without you

Without you next to me

You watched me do it again

I push away every friend

I know you try to relate

I feel alone in the end

I swear I'm trying to change

I do my best everyday

To be the person you need

I know I drive you insane