[Intro]

I'm on the brink of giving up

[Chorus]

I've been going out, I've been drinking late

I've been distant since the day I had to walk away

I've been losing sleep, I've been losing friends

I just wanna feel myself, I want this all to end

I've been getting drunk, I've been breaking bonds

I've been different, all my friends like, "What the fuck you on?"

I don't need your help, swear I'll be okay

I can't stand this fucking cycle, I might go insane

[Verse]

All this trauma leave me stubborn, it's embarrassing

I've been dealt too many cards, this isn't fair to me

I'ma lose it when I'm drunk, so I prepare to be

I'm astonishingly sober, 'til you stare at me

[Chorus]

I'vе been going out, I've been drinking late

I've been distant sincе the day I had to walk away

I've been losing sleep, I've been losing friends

I just wanna feel myself, I want this all to end

I've been getting drunk, I've been breaking bonds

I've been different, all my friends like, "What the fuck you on?"

I don't need your help, swear I'll be okay

I can't stand this fucking cycle, I might go insane

[Outro]

T-T-T-this is patient death