[Intro: ivri]
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[Verse: SadBoyProlific]
Yo, I'm pushing you away, 'cause every time we talk it hurts
Help me cure all my depression and gave me a sense of worth
It's like you helped me out the mud and then shoved me in the dirt
Now I'm stuck feeling like I'm the only person on the Earth
You were like my world and I watched it fall apart
Now I'm drifting through the cosmos and circlin' the stars
Helped me put the blade down and close up all the scars
But now my biggest scar is the one up on my heart
If it took my life to be with you, then I would gladly give it
Depression's an infection and you're the cure for the sickness
Lately, I been tripping and honestly, I don't get it
It was only three months, but it felt like a minute
I'm stupid and annoying, but that's only 'cause I care
And any time you need me, girl, you know that I'll be there
Most nights I'm staring down a barrel, it's too much to bare
I'm afraid to let you go, I'll admit, I'm fucking scared
And I hate being sober 'cause then I can feel the pain
So I tell myself to numb it and then grab the fucking blade
Watching as the droplets roll down my wrist like it's rain
And I don't wanna leave, but you know that I can't stay