Midnight Thoughts - Intellectual

[Intro: Ollie McKendrick]

Let's put our parents' clothes on and pretend to know what goes on

Yo, I throw on a façade and then act like I'm alright

Say I'll go to sleep but then I'll stay up all night

And honestly, I think that there's something very wrong with me

Writing down these lines, but they just do not seem like songs to me

I usually spend the night locked inside my head

Thoughts about my ex and the days that I will be dead

Mood is suicidal, this is just me in denial

Burn my feelings in a pile, I can't find the strength to smile

Say they tired of the sad shit, sorry, that is how I feel

Ain't nobody bumps my shit, I'm sorry that I lacked appeal

I just wanna cruise around, kick it with the top down

Taller than these fools, but they still wanna talk down

Like, what did I do to spite you? Don't wanna fight you

Chillin' in the darkness, I'm just tryna spread some light, dude

And lately I have noticed that they hate everything I do

I don't see the point to life, so I spark up like Raichu

And honestly, I'm sorry if I ever caused you pain

But it will be erased with a bullet to the brain

Slit my wrists with the razor that I use to sever ties

I hate when girls I love move on to the better guys

I'm tired of missing people that will never miss me

See the pain inside my eyes and every time it gets me

And I know I'm not good enough for anyone to love me

I'm really not that funny and most people think I'm ugly

I'm sorry that I'm not enough, sorry that I'm not that tough

I know my body's not that buff, but maybe I can still find love

And Cupid's just another demon, sent to haunt me

Say I wanna move on, but then old feelings stop me

I'm sorry

Let's put our parents' clothes on and pretend to know what goes on

(Let's put our parents' clothes on and pretend)