Released on October 7, 2022

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[Chorus]

If you wanna leave me here, just go

If you wanna leave me here, all alone

If you wanna leave me, then just go

If you wanna leave me here, all alone


[Verse 1]

I'm sittin' watchin' blood while it dries on my sleeve

Thinkin' why does everyone I love die or just leave

And if I mean a thing, then why would you leave

My mind only sees the suicide side of things

At this point we can't relate if you ain't lost еverything

I ain't a bad person, I got monsters in mе

And if God is a thing, what's he wantin' with me?

Keep Lil Peep on repeat, I see the awfulest things

Another night spent starin' down at a gun

Got a bullet in the chamber take it out then load it up

Hell yeah I wanna die, but I ain't the only one

Promised if not for me, I'd at least live on for my son

I could never sell my soul, I wouldn't know what it'd be worth

Don't think hell's a separate place, I believe it's earth

Shouldn't use these blades to feel, but the pain it just works

I been thinkin' about Juice lately while I take percs

I'm insane, but the pain it just hurts


[Chorus]

If you wanna leave me here, just go

If you wanna leave me here, all alone

If you wanna leave me, then just go

If you wanna leave me here, all alone


[Verse 2]

Don't worry about me, you should worry 'bout yourself

I don't give a fuck 'bout anything, you'll only hurt yourself

I am not a person I'm a shell, trapped inside a certain kind of hell

If I found the courage to open up the curtains you could tell

Ain't been sleepin' late at night, I see me murdering myself

Why the guys that used to wish I fail, try and wish me well

They only heard my words magical like Merlin himself

The earth isn't well, I'm sending serpents to hell

If my idols weren't dead then we'd prolly be friends

Give a fuck if my name's one these lames won't forget

Gotta cop the suicide doors i8 just for X, and for Peep I'ma need to cop the truck, that's a benz

I've always been myself never copied no one else

For you fakes, that's way more than you could say for yourself

I can't go back, I was made up in hell like in Freddy nightmares it's like Jason as well


[Chorus]

If you wanna leave me here, just go

If you wanna leave me here, all alone

If you wanna leave me, then just go

If you wanna leave me here, all alone


[Verse 3]

Yeah, most of y'all are actors and not rappers there's a difference

You better learn the ones between facts, between fiction

Don't know why you got a pole, you can't aim wit' it

It'd be such a shame if you lames came up missin'

Bro, there is not much we could chop up, stay out my way and we won't have no problems

Young Dracula might just have to pop up

Goddamn this grown man screamin' like a toddler

Ain't no surprise why your wife doesn't want ya

Walking through the harbor, spirits too terrified to haunt us


[Outro]

If you wanna leave me here, all alone

If you wanna leave me, then just go

If you wanna leave me here, all alone