[Chorus]

Pressure to gain, memory loss

I’ve been ashamed how these feelings evolved

Investing in pain and second guessing it all

Made a mess of my brain, now my perception is off

Pressure to gain, memory loss

I’ve been ashamed how these feelings evolved

Investing in pain and second guessing it all

Made a mess of my brain, now my perception is off

[Verse]

I might try to die, there’s no ending

By my side the sky looks so empty

I find light alright when you’re with me

That’s probably why thеy’ll die in their envy

I still try, I’vе been dealing with these feelings its a lot

But here lately I feel safe from suicide

Think you saved me from myself and my little bind

I just hate that I need help, I can't deny

I feel safe I know its selfish, oh, you died?

Then I promise on my mom, I’m right behind

A December night, couldn’t stay for long

If I remember right, I was way to gone

Off the jiggas, I shouldn’t play with guns

The November sky, and the paper sun

[Chorus]

Pressure to again, memory loss

I’ve been ashamed how these feelings evolved

Investing in pain, and second guessing it all

Made a mess of my brain, now my perception is off

Pressure to again, memory loss

I’ve been ashamed how these feelings evolved

Investing in pain, and second guessing it all

Made a mess of my brain, now my perception is off