[Verse 1]

Never needed drugs

Yeah I need love

They tell me suck it up

But my friends suck

People know I'm strong

But it also very fragile

Always on my own

Got nobody on speed dial

Fears always come to life

I fuck it up I realize

That's the price I have to pay

The memories they fade away

Will I ever be okay?

Nothing's ever here to stay

You said u believe in me

But u end up leaving me

[Bridge]

I don't know if I'm wrong

I don't know if you're right

Doesn't matter anymore

Doesn't matter anymore

[Pre-Chorus]

And yeah I'm gonna move on

Drop my feelings in a song

Always working on myself

Play the cards I been dealt

Lately wanna quit this game

But people really need me sane

Help them thru the pain again

I stand behind my fucking name

[Chorus x1]

Sad ugh chill

Nobody truly knows me no

Free will

My emotions can't control me ye

Stay still

But I keep going up

Don't care bout the guap

Just make the pain stop

[Verse 2]

Damn I feel defeated

I used to feel completed

Staring at the moon alone

Drowning but I stay afloat

Keep my mind occupied

Otherwise I'm horrified

Of all the things I hide inside

Hope I fall asleep tonight

Yeah I felt whole

Now I'm missing my soul

Tryna find my true self

Got too many real forms

Do I really need help?

Man I really don't know

Where did things go wrong?

Where did things go wrong?

[Bridge]

What can I do for you?

What can I do for myself?

What can I do for you?

What can I do?

[Chorus x2]

Sad chill

Nobody truly knows me no

Free will

My emotions can't control me ye

Stay still

But I keep going up

Don't care bout the guap

Just make the pain stop