Before i tried cutting my throat open with that knife, i thought about you

All those afternoons we spent breathing on eachothers necks

Nights on the phone conversing the worst times

The times you’d make me die laughing

But we weren’t right I don’t think we ever were

The times we’d fuck around and just be kids

Absolutely gut wrenching

And I don’t regret it

I regret being an assholе who pushed everyonе away

I apologize because now i can’t take anything back

I don’t care if you think im irredeemable, because you deserve to think that at this point

The hollow apologies i threw at you will never make you trust me again

So i leave you with this

The final proof that i have tried

The final fight

After this, i don’t think I’ll come back to these old tracks

Old tricks i guess

I hope you’ll follow through

Sunk cost and all that

Thank you

Tracks that emit smoke