Released on July 15, 2022

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[Verse 1]

We were never in the park

Talkin' on a seesaw teetering with our feelings in the dark

Ignoring tornado warnings

He didn't hold me in his arms

We didn't stumble over the pages of our relationship arc

Ignoring tornado warnings


[Pre-Chorus]

Don't understand how quickly we get

Right back in our rhythm without missing a step

And logically the last thing I should have on my mind

But I want you there sometimes


[Chorus]

I guess maybe that's why I'm lying to my therapist

I keep saying things like, "I never saw him and we never kissed"

Now I think somehow in my mind

If I could convince him, if he doesn't see it, then maybe it doesn't exist

I think he's onto me every time I say I'm over that son of a bitch

I'm lying to my therapist


[Verse 2]

I deserve an hour in a week to focus on my thoughts

Not so obsessed with yours, I can't hear myself speak

I deserve my own consideration, but sometimes, I wish I kept

Some of my feelings in the basement so I'd still have some left


[Pre-Chorus]

Don't understand how quickly we get

Right back in our rhythm without missing a step

And logically the last thing I should have on my mind

But I want you there sometimes


[Chorus]

I guess maybe that's why I'm lying to my therapist

I keep saying things like, "I never saw him and we never kissed"

Now I think somehow in my mind

If I could convince him, if he doesn't see it, then maybe it doesn't exist

I think he's onto me every time I say I'm over that son of a bitch

I'm lying to my therapist


[Bridge]

I'll drive you home, you drive me crazy

But that's not gonna stop me

I'll call you out, you call me "baby"

But that's not gonna stop me


[Chorus]

From lying to my therapist

I keep saying things like, "I never saw him and we never kissed"

Now I think somehow in my mind

If I could convince him, if he doesn't see it, then maybe it doesn't exist

I think he's onto me every time I say I'm over that son of a bitch

I'm lying to my therapist