Alcohol in my veins

THC fucking up my brain

Yeah, I'm going insane

But I'm going too fast in the fast lane

So I can't even slow down

Because i wanna be king, I want the fucking crown

And if the crown doesn't fit

I'll fucking customize that shit

Wear it anyway I want, like I own that shit

Ripping all the haters apart bit by bit

Whilst the weed is still lit

And im taking another hit

Drifting away from all the bullshit

Hearing about celebrity suicides and teenage pregancies is reality

But i'm Too high for reality

This kind of life is just not for me

I would rather get high and forget everything that surrounds me

Call me lonely but i'm just not a fan of who everyone else is tryna be

Everything is unnecessarily crazy

I don't see why you would wanna be someone else when you can be yourself

More money? More fame? More power?

Well, fuck the money, fame and power

Back then, All we did was drink in public places

Or smoke like we're holding all the aces

All the police knew we were closed cases

We left every place and left a billion traces

Yeah, it was all a little crazy

We were always either drunk or hazy

Looking at everything and saying, nah, that shit doesn't faze me

Used to look past all the negativity and focus on the positivity

I mean we were just 16, tryna live our lives and be free

Free from our parents, our schools, Exams, teachers, all the fucking bullshit

I guess we just didn't fit

But fuck it, it made be the man I am today

Being able to look at everything from a different perspective

And be so affective

Yet I can still be so deceptive

My arrogance is only reflective

Of how I grew up

Knowing that I can only become better as I'm still growing up

So let me fill up my cup

And celebrate like we're all turning up

Because We all made it through the bullshit of school

And made all the teachers look like fools

Gin, vodka and tequila

And an oversized villa

All this alcohol will probably be my killer

Pour in the whiskey

We're not tryna stay low key

We're just drinking excessively

And this night's gonna get risky

It might even kill me

There's just so much alcohol tearing up my liver

But I really don't give a fuck

I have a lot of problems

Commitment problems, girl problems, school problems

I just seem to be incapable of solving them

And I've definitely took too many shots tonight

Just like any other night

So when you ask me whats New?

Nothing's new

When they say my name, I just say who the fuck are you?

And I would like to blame it all on the alcohol

All these girls I'm tryna call

They are gonna be the reason behind my downfall

I keep finding new ways of fucking up everyday

But That's some crazy shit for another day

Being sober is just not okay

So please address your questions elsewhere

I have no answers right here

And frankly, I really dont care

All my money goes to these charities

Alcohol and taxis

Whilst All these girls are texting me

And I think I'm going crazy

Because I can't figure out how to be

Everyday is just the same as any other day

Like a record stuck on replay

And It's been playing way too long

So I'm tryna turn it into a song

Everything just feels so wrong

And I'm tryna rap faster than ping pong

Soon I'll be stronger than king kong

But until then, let me slow it down and take another hit from the bong

Yeah like Cyprus hill

I'm still tryna make my first mill

And I still got a while to go

Law school

You can play the fool while I play it cool

My confidence is mesmerising

Call it self obsessing

I don't really give a fuck